And I will keep walking till the day I die.
Friday, 18 May 2012
Hello guys,
Writing a dairy again.
Today's work was tiring, didn't know spraying paint was such a tough job
The tough part is not the spraying
Is the part whereby the thinner get backs at you
Will "high" and get all dirty
Was having jelly legs after the job
All was good, after work, went to expo
To chit chat with pals
Didn't expect to see her there again.
So much thoughts in my mind that i want to share with her
But i guess she made it clear it was a NO
How i wish it would be easy to let go
But is it possible ? To let go someone you love since primary 6 ?
I don't think it will be easy, but i will try
Since i have 2 years in army
But 8 years of holding on, will need someone to guide me out
Or can i just enter your friendzoned ?
Most guys will think that's stupid, but i'm happy even to be just a friend
To be there to help you with whatever i can
To be there to share your thoughts
Have been frantically trying to find the old photos
The photos of once we were together
The few months of relationship was the happiest moment of my life
But i guess it will be in the past
Somehow, i do hope i can spend the rest of my life with you
Its an imaginary relationship that is so perfect
Because i only think of the happy stuff we can do
Alright, i'm going off, still have work tomorrow
Hope i will get busy and temporary forget about you
Mindset: "Fk it, do only, even if it will cost my life"