And I will keep walking till the day I die.
Saturday, 19 May 2012
"Most of us experience the pangs of unreturned affection at some point in our lives. But for some folk, unrequited love becomes obsessive; they come to feel that they can become complete and fulfilled only through union with the object of their longings."
Got this message from Jovin
Guess it's right
But i don't think it will ever be completed and fulfiilled
There's only hope, but it seems to be vanishing
Now, i can just hope she and her bf will be doing well
I'm getting tired
Getting more tired everyday
My appetite is losing, bit by bit
Now i can't even finish any meals properly
Is it because of her ? Or my work environment
Friends are already noticing something is wrong
But i don't know what's wrong
Or i choose to live with it
"Don't give up the forest for a tree"
"Learn to let go"
"Move on"
I'm trying, or maybe not
8 years of you in my mind
Will it be that easy ?
I guess not, but still, there's nothing I can do
"Liking someone is tough"
"In a relationship is also tough"
One of my friends told me these today
But i only see all the love and fun when they go out
Tried doing exercise, went for a long run
But still didn't make any difference
Other then making my calf scream when i take a step
Went to nap awhile and had my dinner
I couldn't finish, not even half of it
And i have no appetite
I won't be letting go i guess
I will just wait, wait and wait
Even if the wait is meaningless and pointless
Somehow the waiting just gives me that glimpse of hope
I don't even dare to contact you
Fearing i maybe an annoyance to you
All the SMS i got is rejection
Be it a friendly outing or a date
Soon, soon it will be time for my enlistment
Can i take a photo of you and bring it into my camp ?
Whenever i see your smiling face
It just makes me happy for the rest of the day
Alright, i will end here
Treating this blog as a dairy
Blabbering all my heartfelt words
Goodnight everyone
Will always love you
